Shit. I don't know why, but every time I think about my birthday I get so nervous I wanna throw up. I hate my anorexia, it always gets in the way of EVERYTHING.
I always tell myself that everything is gonna be okay, but it's not. It hurts. All that I had to eat today was a diet Mountain Dew and 1/4ths of a cup of peaches. I'm pathetic. Oh well, I'll get over myself soon, I just needed to get that off my chest.
TW: Anorexia
