My friends have very organized thoughts, they can keep knowledge in their head very easily. It's organized and they can recall information without much issue.
Rules about a game? Synergy between Pokemon teams? A textbook for a programming language?
They can investigate and see these pieces of information and connect their meaning and usage without trouble. The information and recall is there easily.
One of the things that differentiates myself, and that from my friends is...
But me?
Falling through my fingers
Things I knew disappear into the aether
Conqueror - Jesu
To help me recall this information I already learned
All of these things are like sand
My brain is full of holes
I place buckets below my head to catch the sand
Notes, resources, websites in tabs
It still disappears, and I struggle
I wish my brain worked better