I have to move with some more intention. I have to figure out what I want to do and how I want to spend my time.
I'm definitely trying to figure out a way out of my current job. But it seems like I'll have to craft what is next for me personally.
Maybe research contracting work? Because I don't mind researching - but.. I don't know if I want to do this all the time. I want more time for myself. For others around me.
I want more time to carve out something more in this world. Especially since things seem to be coming undone before my eyes. And I am in no place to keep on like we can just keep on.
There's so little time left. And I have to get it where I fit in.
Although there's no place that I truly fit. Hm.