I can;t fucking do this anymore. goodbye
Listen to Dai Dai Dai Kirai by Dennkopop rn or else ill eat u
Man... things have been really hard lately :( I feel like the world just fuckin hates my guts. Every day gets harder and harder to get through. My meds don't fuckinf work and I'm so damn tired all of the damn time.
Sorry... I'm just stressed. I hate final exams. I hate texas. I hate being here. I wanna cry,,,, but I feel like I'm not allowed to.
I love pink it's an awesome color
Listening to aldn wooo
SOMETIEMS I FEEL UNREAL anyways my birthday is in uhhh 4 days ! that's so excite ! im excite !
YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYY and my boyfriend, me, and 3 friends are going to the mall but my boyfriend has no money so I feel bad but he says that it's okay,,, still feel bad ab my cat but he's fine, prolly forgot about it all lel
People in my geo class are talking shit, little do they know I'm fucking PETTY and a terrible person I will not hesitate to hurt people at all.
I feel so motion sick, looking at screens does that to me. Ouch.
I'm so bored at school, just finished School Live, ending made me fuckin cry... lulz XD
My damn cat
He attacked me WHILE WE WERE CUDDLING
My fuckin cat decided to try and give me a homemade helix piercing and in a blind rage I yanked the little fucker off me and chucked him out my door and fuck now I feel bad I want to KILL myself lol xd
Shit my ear aches, he fucking infected me, what a little shit. Whatever idrc LMAAOAOAO and now he's meowing outside my door, naw. I'm still mad. Nvm I don't feel bad he shouldn't try to maul my fuckin face. Still so so pissed. urgghhh I'm so mad we were cuddling and having a moment
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Birthday and anorexia
Today’s theme: Lucky Star!
Shit. I don't know why, but every time I think about my birthday I get so nervous I wanna throw up. I hate my anorexia, it always gets in the way of EVERYTHING.
I always tell myself that everything is gonna be okay, but it's not. It hurts. All that I had to eat today was a diet Mountain Dew and 1/4ths of a cup of peaches. I'm pathetic. Oh well, I'll get over myself soon, I just needed to get that off my chest.