sometimes i feel i am too clingy

but frankly, i do not care

i will gladly message

over

and

and

again

can form a core memory

/ fleeting youth /

over

if it means our time together

just one more time

before i'm gone.

hisaishi days

what a wonderful evening... to sit in modest reflection and write from the depths of my heart. to express myself in ways that have been hibernating deep within... a sleeping beast in which its protectors tiptoe around in grave efforts to not wake it up. little do they know it is desperate. so very desperate to feel something. anything. for that, i thank this space for giving my weary soul the outlet it deserves. hello world--hello multiverse. welcome to my universe :^)

i hope to make a proper intro soon! for now i am just fascinated. relieved. hopeful. absorbing, observing, and yearning to play again. thoughts unfiltered and raw the way i've always felt was the most at home.

dream chasing