i actually feel an extremely unresistible urge to freakingly pull my eyebrows and eyelashes (sometimes even my nasal hair). i sometimes even forgot that i am ripping them off. one time one of my eyebrows were a bit bald because i kept ripping the hair off.
i have other disorders than this like insomnia, social anxiety disorder, and sometimes the alice in wonderland? it's weird. also i don't know where the hell am i getting my personality genetics from because all members in my family are confident, pretty assertive and not really that socially awkward. and me? i'm NOT habiting those traits at all. why why why???
i am struggling and i want to find a way to fix this but it doesn't work out very well and i never fit in of course. classmates would even overlook me and ignore my whole existence and would just glare at me when i speak up. they even get startled when i appear behind them even though i was there the entire time. 🤚