this is the first day in a while that i've felt masc and actually perceive myself as masc and it's making me so happy :DDD

i usually just put on a dress and go out looking super fem bc it's what everyone around me is used to seeing me portray myself as.

but y'know what? it's the first day of fall, and this is my celebration. screw letting others perceptions decide how i see myself. i'm non binary, and i'm exhausted from acting like i'm not.

sure, my parents might ask questions, and i'm definitely not ready for that conversation yet, but i refuse to go another day without at least trying to spend one day as myself instead of the little elegantly strange princess that i was raised to be.

anyways, have a great night/day :D