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sickness

• Composed on

Sickly sizzling warmth 

Shivering-to-the-bone bizarre storms

So sick that the crops stop growing 


Life, the born-to-be-loved 

Life 

Stops 

Being


And become

Sickly seeking


To seek is the state of sicking

This endless seeking — 


There’s a sickness going around 

Smallpox, chickenpox, polio.

COVID. 

But not just those

Sickness going around 

Seekness 

Sicken the minds

Sicken the hearts

Sicken humanness


Here is it again 

Poverty. Inequality. Inadequate Access to Education.

NGOs. Money. 

People speaking.

Voicing. 

Shouting. 

Seeking — 

For solutions


The sickness is yet to be gone. 


The serpent rests

And tangles around the nerves

Grasps onto the core of the stem

Swiggles into the root 

Slowly releasing poison into the root

The seekness continues 

Nourished by the poison

Fed by all the sickness


A doctor comes 

Astonished by the weeds in the garden

Awed by the accelerating growth

And prescribes some pesticides to spray daily 

“Every morning at 6am, then again at 6 pm”

Though for the rest of the day,

The weeds are watered

Watered by the thorny thoughts

In the garden without roses 


One day 

A lotus grows from the weeds

From the mud 

Standing 

Remaining in their purest form 

The quiet lotus 

Slowly releasing gentle streams of 

Stillness 

Into the soil 

The stillness

yet to heal the sickness


But it blooms

Hope


The hope that sprouts

And can spread 

As powerful as the sickness


Still,

There’s a sickness going around

Day and Night