i wonder when the holes in my walls began to grow eyes
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i look to the moon and i wonder
i wonder when the world began being aware of all of my sins
i wonder when the last time i felt a true emotion was
i wonder when i'll find my home in the arms of someone warm
i wonder if i'll live to see 26
i wonder why i was built with so many inherent flaws
i wonder why i was allowed to be hurt like i was
and then i go to sleep.
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