Another Week in March 2022

Diary Log

• Composed on

3/12 and 3/13 Weekend

This is me right now trying to be creative and create things. I suppose logically it makes sense. I won't be able to just spit things out on demand. But I guess I am struggling with what I want? I think I ultimately want to be able to save my Multiverse posts. I like the click and drag parts. Its simple. I like the live view of things. I like the gif movements.

But I would also like to share the stuff I make in a digital book form, personal website or some other form. I can't really find anything and it seems like I would have to learn coding and make something. So much work.

I feel like this right now. I burnt my tongue eating soup. I feel very loopy and am not making great decisions. Ugh...

3/14/22 - Monday

Sometimes I wonder how I can pretend to be an adult. I still struggle with basic things such as drinking without spilling on myself, meal planning, driving, etc.

My brain is still not doing so great, have a cat.

3/15/22 - Tuesday

3/16/22 - Wednesday

The anime I can't get out of my head.

3/17/22 - Thursday

3/18/22 - Friday

I want to make another angry/rant zine but I am having an internal block. Self censorship?

Either intense allergies or anxiety. Sometimes choices are awful.

The latest episode of Unwell is hitting me hard in the feels. :(

I haven't had much of an appetite lately. Eating is hard. Which is weird because eating is usually easy for me.

I had such bad anxiety this day. Its telling I didn't even make an entry on the day. I stopped taking allergy meds. Saturday was rough. Sunday is feeling ok.