Its the weekend yawhoo I am so lazy EVEN THOUGH I HAVE FUCK ADHD WTF IS THIS. omg yeah bye-

Hello! First happy blog- anways. I got tested today and I have ADHD. Today was a long ass day tho. I still had to go to school SOBS. I hate my classes this sem. UGHGHGHG I am taking art in the morning at least thats better. BUT I HAVE FUCKING HISTORY AS LAST CLASS. omg I am going to slap whoever did this to me. I did miss it today but like GIRL I WILL SLAP YOU. It felt so long today for english IT JUST DID NOT WANT TO END OMGG. LIKE END. we were picking out books and I was so bored omg. I am too lazy to write a longer blog so UH BYEEE

Short post

How do ppl write so longs blogs??? I cant even do that shit

TW: R@pe (suicide) and uh you will find spelling mistakes

hi hi. It late for me and I just wanted to say uhm my past is rlly bad and not just bad. But I been thinking abt on my own and also talking to a therapist and its more bad then I thought I think bc I wrote fucking noncon without even thinking about it tbh. I don't know why I did that LMAO but tbh I feel dumb and sorry that I did that but I dont think anyone would accpect my sorry at all. sigh I hate my self to the point I want to die lowkey tbh but like I cant idk bc I want to outlive what my mom thinks (get a stable life) if I cant do that I dont think I will impress anyone tbh... I want to get that off my chest feels a bit better but what I did in the old /hwang server is so bad.... but like srsly why did I fake a fucking disorder and for a fucking role... I feel fucking dumb. but like no I dont know If I can outlive my mom. I am getting better irl but Idk if I am truly getting better. I need to fucking STOP just like stop if I can but I dont think I can omg. I hate myself... so much tbh. Idk why I am like this. If I could even be bettter I would but like I dont think god wants me being better LOL. idk