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picnic w me?
I'm afraid of change. I've felt depressed
for so long that I even find comfort in
it. It sounds weird for some people but
this makes sense to me. My flaws are the
reason why I'm here. If I become "normal"
I'm not able to express my negative
emotions. I'm afraid of happiness, it
feels like I'm floating and I don't know
when I'll fall and get hurt again. I
know life is full of up and down but
it's hard to live with this fragile soul.
It's okay, I'll keep surviving. ^_^
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