BY OF MONTREAL
BY OF MONTREAL
hELLOOOOOO ITS OF MONTREAL WEEK AND MULTIVRSE IS BACK!! i couldnt post last week Rip. its ok i actually didnt have class so it workde out i supposeee (I SUPPOSE HEY!!). anywaysUHHH happy monyaaayyyy its monyay june 17 and Yurp. i had class today with a sub ISAAC!! my fave guuyyy! hes so cool actually. hes so much more silly than Frico. im still jsut as awkwkard though. LOL. anyways it was CHill. JK actually i think i have a fear of looking stupid in front of people actully Liek it sucks. sometimes i need to remind myself that im actually never gonna be amazing at things right away.. IMPATIENCCEE!! like with this class i always feel like the stupidest Gal ever but why TF would i be taking this class if... i Knew.. it all.. like waht. im taking it so i can get good because im NOT already good. and i get in this minset "omg hes gonna think im a Freak stupid who cant do anything"... but NO WTF. bro is NOT judging me im sure of it. i just like impressing people or mabes i just put my self worth on doing it all and trying to be as impressive as possible to other people because i Think soOoo! anyways i get a mental block and i need to make it go away. but also i couldnt understand like half of what isaac was talking about today in the paino bit... Tf... Smile and nod!!!! but i think its alright but i DID scream in the car afterwards because WHY aM I LIKE THISUHHHHH.:":"::}*(# or maybe im just rly awkward. i think i talk about this every week actually so maybe i should be Fresh. im just glad my Freaking audition is over (i sitll havent found out if i got in though)......... Sigh!! at least im going to an OF MONTREAL CONCERT THIS FRIDAY WITH MY BIFFLE BAE AAWESOME AMAZING IM SO EXCITED OF MONTERAL IS MY FAVORITE BAND EER IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
song of da week
"The past is a grotesque animal
And in its eyes you see
How completely wrong you can be"
"The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
She gets hysterical because they're both so mean and it's my favorite scene
But the cruelty's so predictable
It makes you sad on the stage
Though our love project has so much potential
But it's like we weren't made for this world"
i love of Montreal
sooo i am grateful for thaatt!! and id rather do that than idk instagram reels (whic h are evil and i am still on.. Sigh)... because it requires thikning... hey i also took apart and cleaned my gameboy advance i got from ebay and it was soooo GROSSS omg.... but i cleaned it so now i play RHYTHM HEVAVEN ON IT!! BECAUSE I HAVE ALL 4 RHYHTM HEAVEN GAMES NOW!!! poh MAN i love rhythm heaven. because the gameboy advance is so old it doesnt liek.. light up.. like the screen just deoesnt have lights.. so i have to use this silly lookin maginfying light thing you hang from ur neck to play it so it can light up the screen and i look really stupif its really funny....like the thing is meant for sewing or something.... but thats the Grind... anything for rhythm heaven!! and the gba rhythm heaven is so fun i cant stop playing.. UHGH I LOVE IT and i love the drum lessons on it!!! they are so hard i have to think so hard about it its actually so cool i love it... literally drum lessons irl... in my gameboy... its awesome. DON DON PAN PAN!!! so im literally BALLLINNNN!!! i think i actually am ballin actually. i have so much love for my family and i love love love my sister so much and im so happy shes home!! shes so amazing and i love having her around. and i had such a fun cute fathers day with my cute family and im so grateful for my cute little fam.. we play gartic phone and itss so fun :333333
"With you I can only see my black-light constellations
And other shit I don't think I have the language to say
I don't want to catch you with some other guy's face Under your eyelids
Something must be wrong
You give me emotional artifacts that can find no purchase"
BY OF MONTREAL
BY OF MONTREAL
BY OF MONTREAL
"I spend my waking hours haunting my life
I made the one I love start crying tonight
And it felt good
Still there must be a more elegant solution"
ok OMG the craziest thing happened last night im like still in shock. Idk it was weird and i feel a little gross weird about it like i am going to projectile throw up eeveyrwhere think!! my FREAKING ex gf FACETIMED ME HELPP WHAT THE HELL ACTUALLY. like for context we like completely didn['t speak to eachother since What december (other than the one time she facetimed me and was pissed i said something...its a long story) and we had eachother basically removed on eeverywherre. Help but she facetimes me and i FREAKED BRO and i answered and Literally she opens with "ive had a dream about you every night for the last 3 weeks and in one of them ur parents died and you were sad... so i just wanted to check in and get a life update" OH MY GOD WHAAAT. Tbh it wasnt that bad. like ive completely moved on and im really happy at my current Vibe. so it wastn like weird like that. and shes lkike talknig? with? a guy now so like Yursss good for her. but it was just so weird the way that we are completely different people now... and it makes me grateful (Help) that i... ammmm notttt that perrrson.... i mean Idk no judgement she can live Dat life!! liek good for her!! but Holy CRAP im glad i got out when i did, genuinely, some of the shit she told me was insane. i dont even know how to feel. like EWHWIPWPEWWEWEWEEWEWWWW like im gonnna throw up everywhere and Oh man. just. sometimes i like looking back on when we were together and i swear every time i do i realize how... Bad that relationship was like idk how it went on so long (Jk i do). well anyways. on one hand i feel a little gross and like i dont want to be reminded of the person i used to be when i was in that (horrible) and this just reminded me of That point of my life (and i would never, Ever go back. Omg) and on the other hand like Yeah we were friends! and it was nice to catch up with an old friend! and i guess we r Chill friends again. i dont mind?
"I can't keep up with the girl
She's not mine, though
She's not his either
Messy in love with the girl
I'm guessing the T
Is that she needs variety, oh, oh
I can't keep up with the girl
Are we just the quarry,
In her sex safari??
"Staying in touch is making us boring, voiceless is underrated, I think it's dumb and I
Really hate it
I must vilify us to make you special, I know my compass is beyond retrieval, I'm just
'illuminations' and 'flowers of evil'
Like a flittering squirming dying insect you got glued to your ceiling"
it was funny cuz she told me like Evverytthing thats happened to her and it was all this and even all her romantic ventures which like i didnt mind it was interesting LOL..but also Help some of it was craay... but my life updates were not nearly as interesting or anything at all... i had a couple but idk i am kinda ballin. i felt kinda boring Tbh. but im glad... but i do know one thing and its that IM SO GGRATEFUL IM LESBIAN oh my god i mso grateful and happy and im reminded to bask in that happiness that i never have to be with a man. GOD BLESS AMERICA. well anyways that whole situation was kinda weird but also at THIS point being so detached from that relationship and so over it, its just like... okay sure i guess. like that realtionship was fucked up and horrible but its over and now we are living really separate lives and just... caught up on them. so yeah.... idk.. its weird.... but not like Taht kinda weird and theres no way in ANY life i would EVER go back. but idk i guess its whatever... i dont really hold grudges like dat nor do i make like... associations.. idk how to desceiribe it. just so random and out of the blue it cuaght me off guard!!!! anyways.... this past weekend i went and i saw alan parsons project live!!! with my fam and it was so SUPER COOL in koreatown and we went to the most delicious kbbq ive ever had in my entire life Omosgmgmg it was so good i just about died it was so good ive ever had that good of kbbq in my life and im still thinking about how amazing it was. and we had snow bing soo after and it was just the most perfect day!!! and i had fathers day at my cousins and i just love my cousins so much.. my little 10 year old cousin is so cute and i love him... HES SO FUNNY hes like.. an internet kid. and he told me he was asexual my litttle KInNGGGG.. HES 10 *CRY EMOJI* HAPPY PRIDE month. HeH. Ugh hes my little best friend. and i love my older cousin shes so awesome and amazing and sweet and cool.
like actually that has been my whole personality this whole week and i wont shut up about it (sending a big apology to my family....... Oops)..... im probably gonna die at this concert and its so cool cuz they have little background dancers??/ people??? that wear this AWESOME eccentric funky cool costumes and just run around the stage and be cool and awesome and OH MAN I MIGHT JUST DIE IM SO EXCITED I LOVE YOU KEVIN BARNEEESSSUUGGHH!!!!! YAYYYY!!! so i think thats the most awesome thing to ever happen! but DUDE ive been going absolutely NUTS this week!! summer is so WACK!!!! all i did is play wizard 101 and guess who got to KARAMELLE!!! i actually get so into wizard101 like when im in the mode i actually become a crazy person its scary. i have a character, her name is brooke swiftwhisper, and she is a level 148 death wizard and i quest with my mom, her wizard is named scarlett rosethorn and shes a level 149 fire wizard!! and we are in karamelle right now trying to discover who SUCKED THE OLD ONE INTO A BIG HOLE IN THE GROUND AND ALSO WHY NANA IS EVIL AND MAKING KARAMELLE INTO AN EVIL CORPORATION!!!its so awesome no one understands actually its the best thing ever!! and i finally FINISHED MY CRAFTING QUEST!!! i got all 45 flying squid ink and that took me forever so now im a REVERED crafter and i finished all the crafting quest??? (i didnt know it stopped after revered?!?!?!)... so YAY!! its so grindy to do it though.. i dont understand how people do it and skip all the dialogue because i LOVE the dialogue and the story i feel like i get so into it and i have little cute headcanons for my characters and its so cute and awesome and i love this game so much and it such a nice way to spend time with my mom! she doesnt mind when i get..intense abt it.
and we r going to monterey with them next week and im rlllylylylyyy excited YYEYYY!!!! AND IM FORCING MY FRIENDS TO SEE INSIDE OUT 2 WITH ME BECAUSE I NEED TO SEE IT SO BAD i lloooveeee inside out and inside out 2 LOOKS SO GOOD AND IM SO EXCITEEEDDDDQ!!!!!! i feel like i was so stressde out last weeeeeeeek over everything but now i fee llike i have things under control and im... in control of myself.... an d stuff. so im happy about that. im still an evil instagram reel and young sheldon addict... (not something i am proud of) but also its literally sumemr so maybe i should just let myself just Chill for a while. Omg my faovorite of Montreal line jsut played "when people ask me my gender i just tell them brunette" [-Marijuana is a working woman] KEVIN BARNES I LOVE YOU this is literally me. ugh Kevin is literally me. KEVIN I WILL SEE YOU ON FRIDAY :3 YAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!! Uhg i have so much love in my heart what a nice little Time Heeheeheehee :3 well anyways i hope All here on multiverse had a lovely beautiful monyay and have a goood night.. woah i dont think ive ever been done with a multiverse this early (9:27 PM)..... crazy.... weell GOOD NIGHT C U NEXT MONYAY!!!
