HELLO MONYAYERS OF MULTIVERSE!! it is me again... writing late at night because i had a busy crazy day!!!! but Alas i must grind it out for all the loyal monyayers out there... Yeah... For sure...... Erm.. this post might be shorter than usual bc im Lowkey really tired but ALAS I CANNOT MISS A MONYAY OR ELSE I DIE!! (im going to have to miss like 3 monyays later this month... i think ill die....)... well anyways i had a decently soli week this week!! i didn't have class today because like they had a 1 week summer vacation or something idk.. so ya no typical monyay updates on That.... Thank God... but ya..... Hmmm... whats the Vibe this week... well i went to monterey on a quick 3 day vacay this past weekend with my family and cousins and it was SUPER fun!! my sister.. .the one who came out to my parents... stayed home because she was really sick so that was sad.. but Tbh shes in a bad mood all the time whenever shes home sooo..... ya... OMG last i updated on her coming out i was talking about how the vibe is off.. and i was RIGHT. it WAS off... the next day on tuesday my mom sat her down and started going off about how her girlfriend is manipulative and bad and she wants her to break up with her gf... its not abt her being gay.. but it CLEARLY is bro....come on....
BY FOSTER THE PEOPLE
"Got shackles on my wings on tight
Beggin' makin' compromise
Fast enough it's hard to hide
Sometimes I want to disappear"
BY YAUCHT&CLASSIX
BY TANGERINE DREAM
like she made a thing about how normal relationships dont move that fast (they said ily after 4 months and are really reallllyyy close) and something about it being weird that her gf paid?? (her gf is like.. pretty stereotypical butch lesbian vibes... so makes sense for her to pay in my head....) but something about how MEN pay because they can provide but its WEIRD when its a girl... and idk all this crap. a lot of it is just like "if she were a boy then i'd think this and that" but... i dont think thats how it works!! really, fundamentally, lesbian relationships are NOT straight relationships. point blank. therefore, i do not think they can be COMPARED to straight relationships. lesbian culture and straight culture is WORLDS different and so behaviors and all that stuff WILL be different!!! like... its super common in lesbian culture to say i love you quicker or move quicker in relationships (think: u-haul lesbians)... because the way in which you form relationships between 2 girls is simply different than a girl and a guy. half of that is such the appeal for BEING a lesbian... like.. with 2 girls, the level of understanding and relatability between the two is so much deeper and happens quicker because you just understand eachother on that deeper level having gone through girlhood... and that just doesn't happen with straight relationships.. and thats fine.. my point is just.. its just fundamentally different and incomparable. and im not saying lesbian culture is better and that you cant get hurt.. because Ya its true that forming relationships where its quicker and deeper like that its way easier to get hurt (think: the stereotype that ur first lesbian breakup is the worst most horrible thing ever), and that could happen
"I used to live in a heartbeat city
I swear I'd fall in love every minute on the street
You might be walking around the corner
And our eyes might meet
Where you've been darling darling?
We've been holding this moment for you
to my sister for sure!! but also i think my mom just.... simply doesn't understand it.. and i think.. a lot of it... MIGHT be an excuse to dislike her relaitonship and be homophobic.. but also i think she just doesn't understand the culture of it and that she is comparing apples to oranges... and that she needs to view this relationship from a different lens. "if she were a boy" doesn't work because shes NOT!! shes a girl!!!! so she should see her as one!! idk i could actually go on and on about this topic,, i am very passionate about lesbianism..... but alas i have already been talking about it for way too long AND i already went on a twitter rant about it. so Ya i think that may have been why she stayed home from the trip. ANYWAYS the trip was so AWESOME!! we went to the aquarium.. and aa bunch of cool places and i got to hang out with my adorable little 10 year old cousin jonathan... i love him so much hes so fun.. my little best friend. he is super intense to be with sometimes... but we are literally attached at the hip when we are together.. hes so amazing :3 and my other cousin.. shes older.. shes so awesome too i love her!! she loves musicals and she is a graphic designer and shes so cool!! shes so funny.... she saw my little lesbian pin and complinented it and was like Omg its ur month! :3 and when we left she whispered Happy pride to me IM CRYING actually.. shes the one person other than my sisters in my family i have ever come out to and im glad i did.... i actually love her so much shes so amazing!!! It's the little things. Heh. Heheh. but anyway i had a cool awesome time at monterey... except for night time.. my mom snores SO LOUD its evil and i could barely sleep the whole time.. EVEN WHEN BLASTING SLEEPING MUSIC AND NOISE IN MY EARS... *shudders*... so ya im glad its over... but it was cool and i took lots of awesome pictures and im gonna make a montage tomorrow! so AWESOME!
hello there are no lyrics because this is tangerine dream but Holy crap i didnt realize how fire this WHOLE album is... ive been listening to a lot more TD recently and every time a song from this album comes up im like HOLY MAC. i love this song and i love the title of it. considering TD's long discography i always seem to love their newer stuff, oddly. well i love this song and i think its so beautiful!!!!!
BY of MONTREAL
i loooove my family!!! especially my eldest sister..... i literally have never appreciated her more than i have now... she is probably the best gal ever and im so lucky to have her as my sister!! growing up we were never as close.. and we still arent.. but just her presence! shes always around and never really in a bad mood and i can always go to her to ask her stuff about like anything or we can just chill in eachothers presence and its really nice! we went to get our nails done together (my mom and other sister had to go to urgent care cuz she was sick) and usually i dont like getting my nails done because 1. im embarassed because i have a skin picking problem so my fingers are scabbed up and every time i go they comment on it really condescendingly and its embarassing and horrible and i hate it and 2. i hate having long nails and usually its just uncomfortable and just.. not for me. but anyways Ya i went with my eldest sister and i was Lowk nervous like idk i havent gone in so long i was kinda stressed.. and my sister!! she went and whispered something to my nail girl!!! she nodded understandingly... for a second, just before she started doing stuff... and i have no idea what she told her but i assume it was about like.. not commenting about the state of my fingers maybe.. which i told her i was kinda stressed about before we went in.. and its literally so tiny.. such a small little thing that shouldnt really matter too much but she went out of her way to like... look out for me!!! and just Oh man. she is just the best ever and i love her sososoo much!! we went to sushi after and it was awesome. im SO happy shes home for the summer and i will enjoy every second!
"You don't understand what the morning does to me
In the poison daylight I can hear
Shadows crawling over everything
I'll go down on you if that would make you happy
My panda bear"
BY MARCOS VALLE
*lyrics translated from Portuguese*
"How good it is to live
Water to drink, will drink
Just like coconut water
Smell of desire, camaraderie
And perfume on the body
I like to stay in this delirium
Delirious with you
By your side, life becomes more beautiful
There's no crying, no pain"
i have just been really feelin like Wow. im so lucky to have her. i have some pretty awesome sisters i think. its real nice. !!!! annywyas my nails were rly cute they were staarrss!! ok anywasysss!! ok this is completely unrelated but i just needed to get this off my chest. OK LITERALLY I SWEAR TO GOD maybe this is me being a sensitive snowflake but i HATE the word bop. its so stupid and every time i hear it i cringe and tweak out because its literlaly just a new word to slut shame girls without saying the word slut like OH MY GOD how are we still ON THIS!!>!!!? "ouhhh thats bop behavior" SHUT UP!!!! why r people so obsessed with other people sometimes maybe... Ugh anyways i just had to say that. been on my mind. anywaayyysss.... today was pretty crazy and fun!! i was supposed to have kbbq with my 2 Main Friends this morning for lunch and then one of them invited her cousin so then it was 4 of us LOOOLL and then we went and da Biffle Bae WAS STILL ASSLEEEEPPP LOLOLOLLLL it was like 12 and we waited half an hour and SHE STILL DIDNT WAKE UP i was so Depresso... so it was jut 3 of us we went and ate without her and she texted like 15 mins later that she just woke up.. SIgh.... but the kbbq wasa so Bombb bro.. and it was chill but it made my stomach hurt. MmmMMM i think i love kbbq so much its probably the best thing ever probably. i Missed my biffle bae tho. anyway... for asb we have to do like.. admissions for the incoming freshmen or whatever and i SWEAR TO GOD NO ONE CARES BUT ME. kinda... they care but the president and vp like half-ass everything and it leaves the secretary, treasurer and me (historian) to do most everything.... and i think i care too much or they dont care enough because no one else seems as stressed out about this. or maybe they r all SUPER busy this summer or something idk. but its all so off track and im freaked.. but anyways i had to go to school today to hang up promo flyers SHOUTOUT DA BIFFLE BAE FOR HELPING ME IN DA HOT SUN! my realest 1!!
literally it took us an hour and a half to hang up 40 flyers in our deserted school over summer and i STILL need to make a poster or some crap... (because SOMEONE (the president) DIDNT THINK AHEAD and DIDNT EMAIL ANYONE UNTIL LAST MINUTE SO WE CAN GIVE A SPEECH so now the only way we can promote is THROUGH FLYERS AND POSTERS oh ym godds im so annoyed) its Watever... my flyers were cute.. and i got to post the application on the google classroom because the president was like in the car and couldnt do it.... so i felt important. I guess. whatever im still annoyed.. Pls care more PLEASE. or maybe i need to chill out and stop caring like everyone else. perfectionism is a blessing and a curse. also i feel like im overstepping my bounds as historian by taking so much charge in this but no one else is doing anything So. anyways after we hung up flyers then we met up with this OTHER girl who went to summer school whose friends with some of my friends and then there were FIVE of us.... and it was a Crazy dynamic... and we played monopoly and it was crazy and everyone cheated Bro literally whats the point of playing a game if u cheat... but i went bankrupt because someone was stealing all my money while i wasnt looking Sigh!!! ya it was chill tho Alas... the whole thing was just funny... Silly... anyways... i was WRONG this post is just as long as my OTHER POSTS!!!!!!! omg wait just thinking about how i learned about the freaky taxidermy lion today Oh my god i need to look that up again (WThanks BB) i always wonder if these posts ever make senesee im literallyt just blabbing about whatever i think about on here like Da frick.... this post was kinda Boring...RIP NICO... and i kinda had a chill week so Ya idk. thNks internet... i will see you next monyay :333333333333333333333333333
