HAI! its mehhh here on monyay... will pro.lllyy make a short post cuz im Out in a hotel rn in the middle of norcal! Yeyyy... on Vacay.. touring colleges and seeing Da northern Nature its awesome... THIS IS THE LAST WEIRD MONYAY BEFORE IT ALL GOES BACK TO NORMAL AND I GO BACK TO LESSONS AND STUFF!!!! and also the last monyay of summer... i start school this friday KMS. and i dont even know my schedule and it might get dropped KMS x2. but Ya. i came back from my little girls in science fellowship on saturday literally at like 10 pm and i left the next morning for THIS VACAY then i fly home THURSDAY and i start school FRIDAY BRO. im literally going crazy theres nonoooo break.. Sigh.. so Yay.. Haha. i cant believe im starting senior year isnt that literally so freakkyyy i Zont Believe it. *shudders*. like im TOURING COLELGES. thats crazy. we went to UC davis, UC berkeley, and cal poly humboldt... and im going to oregon state later in the week. Wow. its so surreal that this is happening. but Tbh im so gladd im going into such a specific niche inside environmental science (wildlife conservation biology) that it makes it rly easy to narrow down colleges bc not many colleges have that as a major!! and all the Good enviro colleges for dat aren't freaky and stressful about getting into.. like the only big one i like i MIGHT not get into is uc davis but i think i would get in.... (not jinxing it Doe)... and cp slo but thats not rly high on my list... so i dont really need to stress abt it!!
(mysteries version)
BY VOYAGERS OF ICARIE
BY LADYTRON
"crown your dreams, it'd be wise to
fall apart in grace
from your dreams, i'd be wise to
fall apart in grace
wasting mine and tortured souls"
i guessed all these lyrics i cannot find the lyrics anywhere but this is actually like the best song ever i cannot stop listening to it
"I don't want to fight
Just want a piece of your life
Oh, if you come out to play
I don't want you to say...anything
I didn't feel a thing when you told me that
You didn't feel a thing when I told you that
I didn't feel a thing, another breakfast with you"
like im not even gonna apply to all the Freaky ones because like.. they dont have my major... so theres no point!! and my top 2 are oregon state and uc davis!! and im 100% getting into oregon state and have a pretty good shot at davis, its not one of the Hardest UC's to get in, so i literally dont even need to worry about college!!!! i have good extracurriculars and chillin grades and im Quite Satisfied! so here's to not stressing out during college app season and getting freaked out by all the kids around me being FREAKY and WEIRD. im excited!! a year from today ill know my future and thats pretty awesome!! and in terms of tours the uc davis campus was Supperr nice and cool... i could ttoally see myself going there.. uc berkeley was... as expected... lived up to the expections & stereotypes.. its very City like. i didnt rly like it.. not my Thang but it was Alright.. plus it doesnt have my major. and cal poly humboldt was so Tiny (only 6000 students) and the campus was Lowk ugly but it was right next to a forest!! i didnt Hatteee it!!! i liked the community of it and it was pretty cool and they were Reallyyy good with my specific niche and really specialize in enviro which is cool! so YAY! im kinda excited!! NOT FOR APPS THOUGH I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO FREAKING WRITE MY ESSAYS ABOUT. i am NOT that girl bro. im gonna Die Kms. if i write about being gay will my parents read it Aaha,... or is that too basic. Kms bro. i have no idea. and apps are open now too... i just went down a rabbit hole of the common app website. oops. anyways.. sorry all i talked about was stressful college... i konw its not rly a fun topic for everyone.... but its been super relavent going on all these tours and stuff.. i think its Not so Bad!! and everyone at my school is way freakier than they need to be!! YAY IM SO EXCITED and SENIOR YEAR IS GONNA BE SO AWESOME OK IM SLEEPING NOW GOODBYE C U NEXT MONYAY
