have to find different ways to support myself/
looking at these job postings and hating them all.
irritable at the little projects i have been working on not being enough to draw from
tired of being stuck at the place i know i don't need to be at.
tired of this world and how it functions in so many ways. tired of the structures.
irritable of how the buy in towards these systems continues. i want to try and talk to others about it