I back! Just in time for 2024!

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Time for end of the year reflections before I make the next vision board.

Wishing for normal thyroid, starting a vit routine to help with that goal.

I got a boyfriend. Weird.

I did a little bit better with money this year even though I had some dry spells.Hoping to improve my financial situation. Not necessarily with a traditional job but definitely some form of income. Maybe even passive income. Or maybe government assistance. Whatever the money looks like, as long as it's money.

I've also really worked on my mental health this year. I tried getting new therapists and that didn't work out, but I got the finch app and a shadow work journal, and they both work tremendously.I'm working on manifesting stuff and got some project 369 journals. See how that's going to work. Figured since the shadow work journal worked so well may as well just keep it going.

I got a lot of cool stuff online this year, but unfortunately my card got compromised so I had to change platforms I was getting like cool stuff on. But I definitely started being my true self this year, in terms of fashion.

I'm very much ready to smite my enemies - old and new. There's one feud that's been going on for about 3 years now that I'm very much ready to end.

I also might start making monthly vision boards instead of being sporadic or making yearly vision boards.I didn't really have a goal for the vision board thing when I started.Making an annual vision board wouldn't hurt. Making a monthly vision board wouldn't hurt. Even making a weekly vision board wouldn't hurt. I know I can do this however I want to do it, and I prefer to have some kind of structure.

Something I really need to work on is managing my stress. I know I'm in an ever going shitty situation because of systemic stuff more than anything I have personally going on, but I could definitely stand a manage it better. Maybe look into moving into a different country a little bit more seriously from here on out. Continue traveling domestically to see what happens with that.At the same time, I have the conflicting goal of wanting to get long-term housing. Also being able to live by myself because of the tragic fallouts with housemates this year. I go into detail on my mental health blog, but what happened was my previous long-term housemates tried to gaslight me into thinking that I was invalid because of how I responded to someone's suicide attempt. Absolutely horrible. Definitely makes me never want to have housemates again. I'm even wary about living with my partner after that. My partner and I have lived together before but there was a third person with us. It would be a much different dynamic with just the two of us. Not to say I don't think it can happen. It's just right now I don't even want to try because of what happened at that awful house.

That's all for now